What if...??

The life that seeks for another trial,
                      had it been so,if we had lived...
Thoughts that fill your mind,
                     begging for a change,
had it been so, if we had believed...

The strangest of winds that blows,
                   whirling around my gentle curve,
leaving behind a feeling of despair...
                  had it been so, if I were not in love...

Life brings on some fatal stories,
                 gazing upon the dead glories,
smirking at the long lost smile...
               had it been so, if life was considered Worth,
at least for a while... 

You Deserve...

Its been crazy,
      Its been hard,
Its been solemn,
      to fall apart....

'cause life's been changing,
       and its changing for your good...
and i dunno what you're expecting,
       than accepting what you should...

Love's a beautiful feeling,

       I dunno where i have lost that in ME...
I know, I am the one who's Hurting,
'cause I have become what,
       I am not supposed to be...

The truth's been unveiled,
       And for you its so unreal...
All i wanna say my , Beloved
       There's something more you have always deserved....

So don't be scared to be happy again..
       'cause next time there will be no vain...
Letting go is not easy, but sometimes it must be done....
        No relationship is happy, if not your Loved one...

That's how "Happy" u got to be...

....It was an awesome afternoon, Sun stretching out its rays to the end of the horizon and heavy droplets trickling down from the sky... 

I, bewildered just by its thought grew restless on my seat... Grinning at the sight... I entranced into a world of serenity...  Splashing the water on the pits, stumbling and raising back... Holding on to my spirit...  The moment was got to b cherished...  Rainbows cutting the clouds and calmly striking the floor of earth... I looked up and to my astonishment... D scene was to die for...  The color of melting gold was brushed across the sky, with beautiful blue spots, since clouds were dancing all around the sky like the dove... I pondered over the thought of the fest... The gentle breeze's tickling gave me the way to smile... I was lost at the beauty and the sun's glow,
                    and then a sudden touch woke me up ...
And I felt I missed those days so much as I saw a little gal playing across the street, unaware of our existence... totally into her world... Giving away the breath taking laugh, i remember i Once had... and just then i realized life has changed..but i dint... and d only thing i utter was...

             "If u wanna be happy... That's how u got to be..." :)

Peeping at the Past...

It was kinda naive when I started initially... but its something quite close to my Heart.. 'cause i really rely on the thought i tried to sew through words.... Here it goes ma inexperienced phase of thought...

I heard Someone calling....

       It was my fear...

It ran towards me,

       and, stood so near...

just when,

        I made my first call...

my tender spirit began to fall...

        As I was about to call for help,

then I happened to see myself...

Long ago...

         when a certain fear ran through my spine...

I made it stay there & showed no sign...

But now it overflows,

           just as a bottle filled with wine...

Its no more a secret now,

           'cause I had already knew...

As I looked at the mirror...

            it came to my View...and,

I said...

            "The Thing I Fear The Most...

                                                      Is In You.... "

A feeling 4m the past.... :)

The Flickering stars are twinkling blue...
          Sensing the LOVE formed so new....
Whirling from my Waist,
           the breeze just blow...
The Silvery moonlight floats so slow...
           The clusters of stars just peeps & bow...
My heart slipped for someone, and the reason...
            "I just don't know..."

The Soft hums of the Silent leaves....
             Soothing feeling it simply gives...
Carrying his smell the winds hug me tight...
              and within a blink, this thumping heart
becomes alright....

Silent moments take me to you...
               Where the restlesness of heart beautifully grew...

Your touch, your smile...
                Brings me life for a while...
& in that 'While' my soul creeps in,
                 leaves me Nostalgic,
                 leaves me Green...

I've walked across miles...
                 but your presence is the only thing that,
brought me lasting SMILES :)

The Silent Gaze....

" The Wildly gaze of the Fate can bring about wide changes in your life....    The Fact is, you're still left unnoticed about it and suddenly when you look back... you see nothing but awesome memories entwined together to form some serious bunch of mementos...funny but its solely an enigma yet to be perceived...." :)

The Moments Gone...

Kinda strange na.... How the handful of joys suddenly fleets from our hands... and the more we try to grab it, the more rapidly it swifts...
                                 And every time it flashes by... it leaves a genuine smile onto our faces... Philosophy apart the best part of oneself that each of us have is the power to adapt... so there never is an end to create moments and beautifully mould them to memories.... Bangalore's been a really good place to explore myself and i gotta be true it extracted the hell outta me, and showed that i really am someone in this weird little world... :)